Raphel
Welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Raphel

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Raphel
Recently, I went for sessions of phtoshoots. Omg, now I felt that I so addicted to it.There is this sudden urge of doing portfolios for people and friends, although I'm still very new to this. Nevertheless, I got myself my very 1st project!! Haha. So happy and looking forward to it. Really looking forward to doing a good job. Well, hopefully I'm up for it. Gonna give my best shots, yeah!!

Not only that, my passion for photography has really grown tremendously. http://www.flickr.com/photos/bingrong81 From using a film digital cam to using a dslr now. Getting all the equipment and accessories has really cost me a bomb. But dun know y, I'm enjoying every min of photography now. Hopefully to learn more from the pros and getting the right techniques. Well look out for my very 1st portfolio assignment then.
Raphel
Whhooo. Wat a tiring day. Totally worked myself out today, from head to toe. Today went with my mum to shop for my winter clothings. I spent about $300 today, just alone on my winter clothings. Omg!! Really heartbreak.... Just becos of a korea trip, which i really look forward to in dec, has cost me a bomb and its a nuclear bomb. A destruction which can burn a hole in my bank book for yrs and yrs. A piece of advice for those out there who have not yet travelled to countries which are snowing or have freezing cold conditions, don think that it seems very fun, which i can say it actually is, it can also burn a big fat hole in ur account. Hai.. wat to do now, who ask me wan to try out the skiing experience. Who knows, maybe i myself, is a pro skiier!!! Haha.

After that, evening, went meet the bin. We went to esplanade. Do wat there? U may ask. To take photos!!! Omg. Amazing rite. Thats rite. Weibin all of a sudden rented a dslr and wanted to try out his cam. So poor me have no choice but to go with him and giving him a few pointers here and there. Haha. Wa! And the whole session can actually lasted for 2 hrs plus, with us skipping our dinner. I was so hungry by then which i can actually eat a entire buffalo. Duh, thanks to the bin who seem so enthusiastic in taking photos. Just go buy a camera lar, bin. Really a shag day man. Finally came all the way back to our market and thank god, we can finally grab something to eat. With that, here are some of my amazing pics taken with my very own camera. Yeah!!!
Raphel
Yeah exams finally over!!!! Yeah like no big deal rite. Yup actually it is really no big deal cos time to start panicking for results when it comes. Alrite, now that exams are over, back to my buay long long days again. Slacking around and doing nothing. Nothing to even let me have some income and not expense. Sianz....

Looking back, really look forward to get some income soon or else my pocket hole is getting bigger and deeper. Hai... very soon year end is approaching soon. Time to start thinking of the new year resolutions, looking forward to getting a new challenge and stable income of cos.

Well then, let me go do some thinking and slacking again. Tata.